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OCTOBER 1ST

I look at myself. My past and my heart. Loath, sadness and fear fills my heart. I was conceived , I had the Adam's blood flowing through my veins. Despite knowing the law and light. My personal desires led me to the lies and deep darkness. I enjoyed the pleasures of life. Luxury, lust, longing for fame, shamelessness, lies, greed all had filled my dirty heart. I was indeed a hypocrite.  Sometimes I could come to my senses. And see this deeds were wrong. But I had not yet killed my will. My desires were always burning me up. So I gave in. Guilt became a close scent. Many thoughts of pure evil filled my head. I harmed my Lord's temple. Leaving scars and marks. They brought more guilt.     I could clearly see am not fit for paradise. I was waiting for the worst. But one day I heard a bishop say. Faith is of vain if there is no self confidence. The message gave me a lesson. I need faith in my life. I have to have self confidence.     Another day came. A ma...

self forgiveness

We tend to have some understandable emotional variations in our bodies. But there's sometimes we have these unusual and sad and mysterious feelings that overwhelm us . You tend to feel like you ain't fit for the life you're living, the job you're doing, the people you're hanging out with and you feel less of yourself. You take a flashback of the mistakes done and you regret and feel the burden weighing you down. That's sadness. So what to do in such a situation is to take a deep breath and just sleep. It will help you forget about the upset feeling.Just escape the really for a night. Wake up the next day and pray to have a good day and if any obstacles fall your way,,, you'll be strong to overcome all. Listen to relaxing music and let all go. There is also a technique I learnt throughout the years. Yes indeed,,,this is not a one night habit . You'll have to feel it,, and make it your norm. By doing it you'll make your lifestyle better.  There's s...

I LOVE HER

I think about wisdom. A happy , elegant, beautiful and legendary woman. Love her. She is bold on what she says. Her words strikes the hearts of the ones without insight and knowledge. She is brave and courageous. She is old. She has watched the world grow and people develop from just normal to genius. I respect her. She was created for humanity.       But the problem is humanity lacks to recognize her. Happy is ye whom recognize her . While she's calling out on the city gates. At the doors she cries. Blessed is ye whom drink from her cup. Blessings and favour are upon you for as long as you breathe. I love her. Once you let her in ,she is a good friend, a friend that cannot lead you astray. She will help out not to get into danger. She will help you shun away from evil . She's the best. Let me get straight to the point. The only way you can have her is by the fear of the Lord. Remember my friends. The fear of God is beginning of knowledge. The only way you can have t...

little beautys

Life. Something we all have. We ain't dead. How can I put it down. We were born , raised and finally found ourselves in the moments we've been through,,the mistakes done . The lessons learned. We all have our dreams and goals. Our fantasys ,,, our favorite people. It is funny how , I personally have been watching lots of kdramas. Chuayo 🎈. I love them. And i wanna be a part of them too. I will. I believe it. I love myself for being a dreamer and for wishing myself good in life . And for finding peace within.. Am more than proud of me . I am not dating as of now. And I don't plan on doing something like that anytime soon. Because here's why. I want to grow up to become a beautiful, strong, hardworking and elegant lady I know that this time I'll find my man of my dreams. I don't want to break boys hearts,,,,,,am good as am single now ,,,, there's always time for everything. And Papa said to me when the right time comes,,, he'll make everything alright,,, ...

THE UNIVERSE

        Universe? I know you wonder what I mean by universe . Well, let me make a quick clarification.The universe is all you see and feel. From the humongous space which remains anonymous to we, the earthlings, to the energies and time. Yes. Energies, vibrations, feelings,all are inclusive in the universe. Speaking of which let me talk more about the energy and vibrations. A human body is made up of vibrations.And these vibrations relate to the universe. Instincts of course. An instinct is a feeling of something either good or bad happening in the near future.         A human being is connected to the universe since he is a part of it . One rule of the universe is that it does not communicate through words but vibrations. Same case applies to a person. It is good to have a high spirit of positivity in your life. Whisper words of wisdom, courage, innovation, love ,hope , abundance and success, good health and prosperity every day you wake up....

meditation

(while meditating....) Have less expectations   Take a good time,,,, find a free time where you can take your time to meditate  Let it come,,let it go,, this means that once you encounter a distraction during meditation,, observe it ,, don't panic,, don't focus on it,,, don't see it as a problem because once you do you'll trigger your mind to the distraction and you won't be able to meditate,,, just let it pass,,,, just like in a highway,,,you don't try to stop the vehicles just because they are passing??? And last but not least,,,be gentle on yourself,,,see yourself as a little baby who is learning a new thing. Eventually you'll get used to it... .I know you are wondering what is meditation,,,,,, meditation is talking to the universe by opening your subconscious mind,,,, this is achieved by use of frequencies (117hz,,,417hz om chanting mantra,,,,,432hz,, and finally 528hz),,,,All these are calm frequencies that comfort, concentrate, deep sleep effect and re...

HUMAN NATURE

       Human beings are animals. I do not mean to condescend. The truth about human nature is that what we can control,, either mentally or emotionally,,that is what makes us humans. You can be ruthless if you want to,,but luckily we were gifted with a choice. We choose what we want to become in future. We choose how our lives will be. We choose how to express our feelings and views towards certain situations in our lives.              It's foolish how everyone says life is short. My opinion is that it is not.  Why ?? This is because we humans desire for the greatest things,,,, worn out our bodies and mind trying to reach the desires we really want forgetting that eventually we will die. And all the things we worked hard to get will be left behind. Either in the hands of hyenas or by luck in the hands of investors.      Hey .....I don't mean to say that you should just bask out in the sun . No . What I mean Is th...